oh man oh man oh man

1.5 weeks left of my being an undergraduate student. weird.

things on my mind at the moment:
where am i going to work this summer/upcoming year?
how will i be able to pay my bills?
what am i going to sleep on?
will i ever get out of north chili?
when am i going to write my dumb honors paper?
what will dr. berry do if i never write my logs for senior sem?
what am i going to do with myself?
AHHHHHHH.

oddly enough, although some part of me is most certainly freaking out right now, i feel pretty calm about the whole thing. i really feel like God wants me here, so He won't let me starve. right?